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I so wish everyone could let the “mess” completely drop and I can not say how very very sorry I am for my part in it and for my feeling that I was I being attacked and the need to defend myself (that was my feeling and I am owning up to that it was my feeling). I wish so much wish that none of it had ever happened and am so sorry that all of you who wrote and are still writing were affected by it.

Stephanie, the reason I asked for your address yesterday to talk to you off group one to one was to ask it you thought it would be best for the group if I dropped out. I feel that perhaps just seeing my name on emails I am sending in (even though I have not written any associated to that mess and have tried changing subjects to get people’s mind’s off it) is keeping things stirred up. I am worried that just seeing my name sets anyone off on that tangent. I am a complete wreck. By this latest batch of emails I am feeling so bad that I get nauseated, cry and physically shake from it.

I care about you all so much and I do not want to be possibly still the reason you are at each others throats and that is why peace can not be returned to the group. So for the best of the group I will drop out and hope that this will help you all to finally be able to let it go and please please please be friends and at peace again.

I love you all and will miss you so much.

If things change and if you get to where you can stand to have me back again would it be ok if someone wrote and let me know, and may I come back when you have found peace?

For the last sign off,

Love and best wishes to all,

Sue