I am very shaky, sweating, sick to my stomach and having trouble thinking. I was ice cold for several hours and so sleepy I just had to sleep, couldn’t stay awake. I was freezing cold. But then turned to sweating. I am too nauseated to be able to eat. Last I had any food was last night.
I was feeling better this morning (not upset about the fiasco last night) and my cousin and I spoke via phone. We always talk on either Saturday or Sunday. After she told me what had been happening there since last week, I told her about last night. She jumped on me: why in the world was I starting trouble with neighbors that we are going to have to live here with? ; why did I go back when the woman yelled and asked me to come back and so we could talk about it? ; (when I told her I went back thinking we could have a reasonable rational conversation) why would I think that when someone calls for you to come back and talk, would I think it will be a reasonable one or at all rational? they never are willing to have either conversation and it is only to fight! ; we haven’t even lived here 6 months and I have started a fight with people we have to live next to/or close to as neighbors, what is wrong with me? ; they have 4 wheelers that run around by them (they can’t see them,
but can hear them) and she just ignores it, why can’t I? ; and so on….. (one thing to point out about her just ignoring the 4 wheelers, she is gone to work at least 10 hours a day and never gets home before 6:00 pm, so is not there most of the time to hear them. I am home all day every day, due to health and have to put up with them all day!) But I felt so miserable after I got off the phone with her and (felt attacked, don’t know why) and have been sick ever since.
Love,
Sue
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1 Angelique Willis // Feb 3, 2005 at 11:34 pm
Be careful, dont need to be hospitilised or even worse than that, How is it today/tonight with the 4 wheelers? Did the police help –Linda–
Sue Herrick <2young2bethisold@…
I am very shaky, sweating, sick to my stomach and having trouble thinking. I was ice cold for several hours and so sleepy I just had to sleep, couldn’t stay awake. I was freezing cold. But then turned to sweating. I am too nauseated to be able to eat. Last I had any food was last night.
I was feeling better this morning (not upset about the fiasco last night) and my cousin and I spoke via phone. We always talk on either Saturday or Sunday. After she told me what had been happening there since last week, I told her about last night. She jumped on me: why in the world was I starting trouble with neighbors that we are going to have to live here with? ; why did I go back when the woman yelled and asked me to come back and so we could talk about it? ; (when I told her I went back thinking we could have a reasonable rational conversation) why would I think that when someone calls for you to come back and talk, would I think it will be a reasonable one or at all rational? they never are willing to have either conversation and it is only to fight! ; we haven’t even lived here 6 months and I have started a fight with people we have to live next to/or close to as neighbors, what is wrong with me? ; they have 4 wheelers that run around by them (they can’t see them,
but can hear them) and she just ignores it, why can’t I? ; and so on….. (one thing to point out about her just ignoring the 4 wheelers, she is gone to work at least 10 hours a day and never gets home before 6:00 pm, so is not there most of the time to hear them. I am home all day every day, due to health and have to put up with them all day!) But I felt so miserable after I got off the phone with her and (felt attacked, don’t know why) and have been sick ever since.
Love,
Sue
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